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Hi everyone.

The other day i wrote to you saying I would start to post my new work on my blog.  I have since thought about it and have decided not to.  I’m not worry about one of my lovely readers stealing it, it’s more that it’s not ready. If i were to post chapter one right now there would inevitably be spelling errors and other content errors.  Some I have no way of fixing at this point, others I am too lazy to do!

I think it’s best that if you would like to read the existing pieces of my book that you comment on this post or e-mail me directly and I’ll hand them over to you.  Otherwise, you’ll have to wait and hopefully in the near future i will be putting Strong Winds Lie Ahead on this site!

Thanks for your understanding and continual support!

Something New!!

Hi All,
Starting tomorrow I’m going to post Chapters of my new writing project, currently called Strong Winds Lie Ahead. I’m going to post all the chapters, however some chapters will be password protected, so you’ll have to write me to get the password. I’m a little worried about someone stealing my novel, so this should help keep that at bay! I also have copyright info above and below the piece, i know it’s boring but I feel it’s better to have there than not.
It’s a post apocaliptic book that takes place in America around 2035. The story evolves around a young boy and the people he meets along the way, the few people remaining that is!
I hope you all enjoy it and please do comment. I will post chapters as they are written, most are not edited beyond spell check, for those of you who have read my blog regularly throughout the years will know I’m not big on editing! I hope you enjoy it and thanks as always for reading!
Yours,
Jeffrey

Hi Everyone

I’m sorry that I’ve once again abandoned you!  It went well for awhile there I got almost forty straight days of posting.  I was impressed with myself at least; but then that bad infulence Jeanie arrives on the scene and it all goes wrong!

I’ve started a new blog on cycling.  I’m going to be cycling to 100 destinations in 100 days and making an account of it each day.  If that holds any interest to you please have a look.

Speak soon,
Jeffrey

http://constantlycyclinglondon.wordpress.com/

Iraq special report: ‘American soldiers sacrificed a lot. But we sacrificed more’

In 2003, a month after coalition troops invaded, Jonathan Steele reported from across the country on how ordinary people had reacted to the toppling of Saddam. Before the last US combat troops pulled out last week, he returned to track down the people he had met – and ask how their lives had been affected by the war

Road to normality … A Baghdad marketplace that used to be a haven for militias and violent gangs. Photograph: Graham Crouch for the Guardian

In Saddam Hussein’s home town of Tikrit, the ruins of the Farouk palace, one of his many mansions, stand bereft and strewn with rubble. It seems only yesterday that I walked through them with the first Iraqi looters in April 2003.

During the night Hellfire missiles from US Cobra helicopters had knocked huge holes in the facade above the Tigris, bringing a triumphant end to the three-week invasion 96 hours after the fall of Baghdad.

Their guns slung, US troops were wandering through the wreckage like tourists, as amazed as we were by the gold-plated bathtaps and marble spiral staircase. Others were too tired to bother, lying on the grass beside their armoured vehicles.

Seven years later little has changed. The taps and furniture have gone, but soldiers’ jubilant graffiti remain on the stuccoed walls. “1-10 ADA Ft Hood Texas … Killers,” says one. “We weren’t the first and we won’t be the last,” says another.

Surrounded by razor wire and guarded by the new Iraqi police force, the ruins are a reminder of an Iraq that is gone but not forgotten. Everywhere you go in this battered country Iraqis compare their life with what it was under the dictator’s rule. The comparison rarely favours the mokhtalin, the word for invaders or occupiers that many use instead of “the Americans” or “the British”.

With US combat troops leaving Iraq, I am trying to trace people I spoke to in April 2003. Some have died in sectarian violence. Some joined the exodus of two million refugees abroad or were among the two and a half million forced to flee their homes to safe havens elsewhere in Iraq. Some are hard to find because Iraq had no mobile phone network in those early postwar days and my old notebooks contain only names, ages, job descriptions and a few vague addresses to guide me.

I start in Tikrit, the symbolic capital of Saddam’s tightknit family rule. When I visited him in 2003, Dr Bashar al-Duleimi, an ophthalmologist at the main hospital, was protecting the building from looters alongside a team of colleagues. The assault on the nearby Farouk palace had blown in most of the hospital’s windows. “If the Americans are ready to offer protection, they can. But we will not ask them,” he told me with stiff patriotic pride.

Now, he sits in front of shelves of medical books – mainly in English – and sums up the record of the US presence in Iraq: “We expected more – better infrastructure and better services, yet electricity supply is still only a few hours a day. Petrol is a disaster, with long, long queues.”

His hospital has a large generator but ordinary citizens who rely on the public grid and suffer from constant power cuts suffer in the colossal heat. The only improvements are the increased salaries of government employees and access to advanced medical equipment, he says.

The collapse in security is the biggest change since Saddam’s time and, like most Iraqis I speak to, he sees the US departure as irrelevant. “I’m happy to see them go. Security won’t be worse,” he says. Iraq’s bloodshed can only be stemmed by Iraqis.

In Tikrit the sectarian violence of 2006 and 2007 was one-sided and rapid. The city had a tiny minority of Shia. Fifty were killed and the rest fled, I was told by a Shia building worker who moved his family to Kirkuk and comes back alone during the week.

What worried Dr Duleimi was the violence within the Sunni community in those years. Some were accused of collaborating with the mokhtalin. Others were targeted for being well-off. “They phoned me and warned I would be kidnapped if I didn’t pay. They tried to evacuate Tikrit of all its doctors. Many left but I stayed. They told me the money was needed for the jihad. I said it’s illegal and if you were true Muslims you wouldn’t do this. But every doctor paid up.”

Who the “they” were he could not say, reluctant to name al-Qaida. “Who knows if it’s al-Qaida? We don’t want to exaggerate their strength. Al-Qaida could be only 500 people. In 1963 the Ba’athists took power in a coup with only 700,” he says.

My next stop is Falluja, a city that was heavily damaged and sealed off by US and Iraqi forces for four years. Outsiders can now enter only with permission. I need to alert the police in advance and for my security have a police escort vehicle with mounted machine guns in the back as I drive around.

In no other Iraqi city do Sunnis feel such a sense of conflict. They were trapped in the heartland of resistance to Iraq’s new arrivals: first the Americans, and a year later al-Qaida, who were never present in Iraq in Saddam’s time.

I first visited the city a day after the first mass shooting of civilians by the Americans anywhere in Iraq. On 28 April 2003 they killed 13 protesters who had been calling for US troops to leave a primary school that they had taken over as a billet. Named The Leader after Saddam, the still dilapidated school in a dusty suburb is now dubbed The Martyrs.

Khalid Ismail, who runs a family carpentry business, was one of the protesting parents. “Someone from behind the crowd fired and the US troops were tense and nervous and fired heavily back,” he says. Some analysts saw the incident as the spark that started the nationwide armed insurgency, launching a series of IED attacks on US troops.

In April and November 2004 US troops assaulted the town with overwhelming force on the ground and from the air. Almost every building along the main street is still scarred by multiple bullet holes. Many private houses that were damaged or destroyed have been rebuilt at their owners’ expense. The Americans promised some help for public buildings but little materialised, residents say.

Ismail fled with his wife and six children to relatives in Baghdad. He repeats what is to become a refrain in my conversations: security, electricity supply, water and other services have got worse since Saddam; only the economy is better.

The attack in November was approved by Ayad Allawi, a secular Shia and former Ba’athist who defected in the 1970s, and was appointed by the Americans as prime minister in June 2004. “He had no other choice,” says Ismail, who, like most Sunnis, voted for Allawi in this year’s election. The resistance in April 2003 was “nationalist and honest”, but by the end of the year the city had been taken over by “intruders” linked to al-Qaida.

He wants the Americans to stay in Iraq, even though “they humiliated us and made us hate them”. The reason? “No one accepts their country to be occupied but we want the US to limit Iran’s interference in Iraq. Iran already controls the government in Baghdad.” He mentions Iranian troops’ brief seizure of a disputed oilfield on the border last December.

Taha Bidawi, a non-Ba’athist chosen as mayor by local people before the Americans entered Falluja, was glad Saddam had been toppled when I talked to him in April 2003. But he found US behaviour provocative, with their checkpoints and patrols, and he wanted US troops to leave the city to Iraqis.

Seven years later, he reflects the confusion and despair of many Sunnis. No longer the dominant group, they feel victims of discrimination by Iraq’s new Shia rulers, who often behave as though every Sunni supported Saddam.

Scarred by Saddam’s eight-year war with Iran and the relentless state propaganda that went with it, today’s fear of Iran is sometimes shorthand for anxiety over the Shia parties that are blocking Allawi from forming the next government, even though his party won the most seats.

But the biggest Sunni traumas of recent years have been the political murders within the Sunni community and the harsh dilemmas of peaceful versus armed resistance. When does co-operation with the mokhtalin become treachery? “The two mayors who followed me were killed,” says Bidawi. “The terrorists or people who call themselves mujahideen killed clerics and educated people because they were working within this political process with the Americans. Our people are poor and illiterate. Poverty undermines religious principles and people can become killers. They are told that killing a foreigner is not a sin.”

By extension, killing a collaborator amounts to the same thing.

The Shia community was largely spared this internal agony. Shia militias never targeted their own elite on the same scale. With their demographic majority, Shias became the group in charge over time. They could outplay the Americans. For Sunnis it was different.

Bidawi met people from al-Qaida when they arrived in Falluja. He says he told them Iraqis knew better how to resist the Americans “but al-Qaida had an agenda of provoking civil war”. He praises al-Sahwa (the Awakening Council), the movement of local tribal leaders who turned against al-Qaida, were paid by the Americans and, at least until last year, put al-Qaida on the defensive.

In November 2004, the Americans detained Bidawi’s three sons on suspicion of working with the armed resistance. Two were released when the US assault was over but the elder one spent seven more months in captivity. Bidawi went to the Americans and pleaded for their release. “An American major told me their arrest might help me, and it was partly true,” he says. It minimised suspicions that their father was a collaborator.

Although he feels almost everything is worse than under Saddam – unemployment, security, services – he wants the Americans to stay: “We don’t have a strong enough army to defend Iraq. Turkish and Iranian planes violate our airspace. Who will help us?”

We meet in Falluja’s dilapidated public library, sheltering from the ferocious 44C heat beside a flimsy fan. While we talk, two shots ring out, clearly very close. We take cover in a side room. Four more shots are heard. My driver is in the front yard and realises the shots were fired on the other side of the wall where street vendors have stalls. The last four shots came from police firing into the air to disperse onlookers. One of the first two shots had felled a policeman.

Senior police officers later give us three explanations of the incident: a policeman challenged a vendor for his licence, firing into the air and sending a second bullet into his own neck by accident. Explanation number two has the suspected illegal vendor shooting the policeman. Finally, we are told the vendor is a “terrorist” recently released from US custody. The family of one of his victims had gained a warrant for his arrest by the Iraqis. The shot policeman was trying to exercise it. In the fog of rival stories the only certainty is that a gunman escaped and a policeman is dead. Amid Iraq’s continuing violence it is a lesson on the difficulty of discovering motives even for minor clashes.

On to Baghdad, where my trail takes me to a Shia mosque in a middle-class neighbourhood called al-Beyaa on the city’s southern edge.

In western minds the dominant image of April 2003 is US marines pulling down Saddam’s statue. For Iraqis, an equally dramatic sign of change and the imminent shift of power was the sight of more than a million Shias filling the highway to Kerbala on the annual pilgrimage to the shrine of their revered seventh-century Imam Hussein. Under Saddam pilgrims were forced to use side roads so as not to form potentially political crowds, and they were never shown on television.

Sheikh Mohammed al-Fadhli is one of the clerics I watched in April 2003, doing his best to end the looting in the occupation’s early days. At a makeshift checkpoint outside the Ali al-Beyaa mosque his team were stopping and searching vehicles. Goods identified as stolen from government shops were returned. Food was stored in the mosque to be given to the poor.

Today high concrete walls shield the mosque from the main road and a largely Sunni district on the opposite side. The only entrance is guarded by Iraqi troops. But Fadhli says sectarian tensions have eased, many Sunnis have come home to Beyaa, and the militias have gone to ground.

What’s the balance sheet of the last seven years, I ask. “This is a time of freedom and democracy,” he says. “We used to be limited to holding prayers. Now we’re free to give people advice and criticise the government. But there are negatives – sectarianism, civil war, the delay in forming a new government and the explosions. These have become less in recent years.

“Although the Iraqi army is not yet ready to protect us in terms of numbers, equipment and training, it’s right for the US to leave,” he says. “We want them to leave altogether at the end of next year.”

The best protection from sectarian violence, he thinks, would be a strong and inclusive government, a coalition of Allawi’s Sunni-supported party along with the two big Shia groups. “Tehran will accept that,” he says. “The Iranians exert influence, they have an agenda, but they are not a threat.” Saudi Arabia also wants to bring Iraq under its control, he adds.

I hear similar views from Raid Abdul Reda, an archaeologist at the Iraq Museum. I remember him fuming seven years ago after US troops refused to keep a tank outside the building to deter looters. “Yes,” he says when I recall the episode, “I asked the American soldiers to chase the looters out and they came in and did, but when I urged them to stay on guard, they refused. ‘We are army, not police,’ they said. When they left, the robbers returned.”

Sectarian violence forced most Sunnis out of Harir, his area of Baghdad. He is a Shia. Although he blames the murders and expulsions on the Mehdi army militias loyal to Moqtada al-Sadr, the nationalist cleric who became the most outspoken critic of the occupation, he voted for Sadr in March. Sadr had eventually persuaded the militias to halt their attacks on Sunnis. He is content with the US withdrawal: “It makes no difference. There were gunmen and explosions before the withdrawal. They will continue afterwards. We need a strong government like Saddam Hussein. We should make people afraid of government.”

He blames the Americans for creating insecurity by disbanding the Iraqi army and police in 2003, dividing Iraqis into Sunni and Shia and helping them to turn on each other. He was not happy that the US toppled Saddam. “I expected the occupiers would destroy our country and our civilisation and the evidence is what happened to our museum,” he says bitterly.

Like many Iraqis, he sees the country as a victim. “I feel nervous about the influence of Iran, Saudi Arabia, Turkey and Kuwait. They all want to see Iraq destabilised.”

Paradoxically, one person who suffered a major family blow was among the least resentful towards the Americans. On a visit to Kadhimiya hospital in those early postwar days I came across five-year-old Ali Mustafa with a leg wound and bandages across his eyes. Playing outside, he had picked up an unexploded US cluster bomb and lost his sight when it detonated.

In the sectarian violence of 2006 his father lost his job in a government office because he could not get to work. The sound of gunfire and bombs terrified the small, blind child. The family left Baghdad for Amara in south-eastern Iraq.

On the phone Mustafa Ghalib, his father, tells me that life has improved since Saddam’s time. “We feel freedom and democracy. Under Saddam we couldn’t say what we thought, even in front of the family,” he says. But the US troops have stayed long enough. “Security will improve when the US withdraws. The foreign forces caused many problems, including making my son blind.”

In the narrative of the US military and the Republican party, the war in Iraq has been an American success, crowned by a surge of extra troops in 2007 that is said to have ended sectarian killing and defeated al-Qaida. As I go through my notes I realise that none of my Iraqi interviewees has mentioned the surge, let alone thanked the Americans.

When he sums up their seven-year endeavour in a speech from the Oval Office on Tuesday night, Barack Obama will no doubt be smart enough to find a way of praising US forces while not resiling from his opposition to the war and his criticism of the surge. He could steal the words of Enas Ibrahim, the Iraqi reporter who accompanied me on the trip to Tikrit.

At one point a vast convoy of armoured American trucks carrying containers and military hardware trundled southward in the opposite lane. “How do you feel when you see that?” I ask her.

“I feel happy for them,” she answers. “They sacrificed a lot but Iraqis sacrificed more.”

Got my Number?

Just an update. I’ve joined my local Library this week and have internet from there! Using their computers one can only get an hour but using your own it’s unlimited, so long as they are open! Therefore I’ve already been here for a few hours this morning doing research on an upcoming writing/cycling project I’m developing! You will hear about it soon and there will be a link on this blog leading you to the other blog. By the way, what do you think about my world map link, it doesn’t work quite right on this page, it’s better in Couch Surfing but if you click on it you get the transparent view of the entire world and I like it! My main thing now is to add Russia, it takes up so much of the globe that even a two day visit in Moscow would make my accomplishments look that much greater, hehe. Can you tell I’m writing this while the sun is still shinning, somewhere far above the vast layers of cloud covering London. Anyway, I found out yesterday that I was issued a National Insurance Number so that’s a great relief and I was booked for a few Butler jobs to start next month so all is slowly coming together!

Speak soon, Love Jeffrey 21/8/10

I’m now sitting in my own flat for the first time in my life! I have the pleasure of fighting with my wife over the toothpaste and it amuses me to no end. We feel poor despite not being which in some way seems like a fitting right of way for any newlyweds and their first place.

I’ve managed to make myself quite nervous over the past few days about a National Insurance Number and whether or not they will give me one. I worry they will find something the visa people didn’t and will decide I don’t belong here. I have no idea what the NI people look for when issuing a number but I’m worried. Jeanie says I’m a worrier and perhaps she’s right. I’m trying not to appear worried at any rate as I don’t know what will happen and perhaps by the time I’m able to publish this post it’ll be here? It’s time for Seinfeld so I’ll write some more before bed.

Okay this is pathetic but I’m ready for bed, seeing how we have no internet for the next week and two days I’ll be writing more in the coming week I promise. Hope this finds you all well, God Bless, Jeffrey 17/8/10

No Internet

Hey all, I just wanted to let you know i won’t get internet in my flat till next Thursday so although i’m writting every night i won’t be able to post, so when it comes it will come hot and heavy! xx

Ahh, its ten o clock and the middle of My Best Friend’s Wedding is playing on the TV in a darkened room where two women watch and two men play on computers. As I’ve nothing better to do I feel it best to write my blog now! For once I won’t be able to use being exhausted as an excuse! Tonight’s theme can only be one thing, film.

Twelve men and a baby (as my wife knows it) aka The Expendables, Knight and Day, The Last Airbender and The A Team are my choices for the evening. How shall we do this, from best to worst or visa versa? Let’s do Worst to Best.

Believe it or not Knight and Day wins this battle. From the acclaimed director of such great films as Walk the Line and 3:10 to Yuma, Knight and Day can only be looked at as a complete piece of Shit! So far as I can recall, and I only saw it a few hours ago, there was not a single redeeming factor in the entire movie. Cruise and Diaz both looked fake from make-up and surgery. The movie was a hodge podge of impossibilities including a scene in which both stars should have died within minutes of each other, one the well previewed Diaz stint in moving before Tom gets to the count of three, then moments latter Diaz shooting a machine gun uncontrollably at Cruise who survives only to tell her off with that smirk of his. There is nothing good I can say about this film, the fact that it’s ahead of A-Team should say it all!

Now bring on the A-Team! I will have to admit without too much shame that I enjoyed the A-Team while watching it. Not all scenes mind you, particularly the ending, which I won’t ruin for you! The A-Team was awful, upon leaving the cinema we analysed it a bit and there were easily half a dozen questionable scenes that either didn’t make sense or should have never existed in the first place    ! I don’t know why Liam would have taken this job and the “Fool” guy was an impressively bad actor but alas I sat through it and got the occasional laugh!

The next one is tough. To be completely honest of the nine films I’ve seen in the past fortnight The Karate Kid and possibly Inception were the two best; Karate Kid has to top the mark though. So when it comes down to the poorly acted but visually stunning Airbender and thoroughly enjoyable, surprisingly funny and nearly perfect Expendables I have to go with Expendables for first place. Once again our sixth sense director has let me down, and it’s been a long time since I expected much else. The acting on a whole was terrible, the story decent but the pronunciation of the names I’ve been informed were not consistent with the TV show which is a shame and with what appeared to be an entirely American accented crew one wonders why he didn’t use multiple accents to represent multiple nations? I feared without knowing that the story would not come to an end last night and the idea of three more can only be met with a lukewarm feeling. I don’t know why he gets these big projects and it would be nice if he simply faded into the night!

On to the Expendables: it was everything you could have hoped for in a movie where Sly gets to do whatever he wants with a cast of lug nuts! I wouldn’t change a thing and if he decides to do a sequel then go for it. My only comment on that is he should sit behind the director’s chair and leave the action to slightly younger men, perhaps even finding a scarlet or two that deserves a chance in the future of return of the true man! His direction appears to be getting better although Clint is still a far step above. I enjoyed this film more than I had expected to and I took the risk of being quite excited by it. I’m glad my excitement paid off as often it gets stomped on my Hollywood.

Good night all, I hope you enjoyed my reviews and stay away from most of the movies out this summer. I’ll perhaps give you a similar summary of the other five I’ve seen in the past weeks! Love Jeffrey 15/8/10

Hello all. I’m a little afraid to go to sleep this evening I have to admit. Last night I had more than one nightmare. To say I didn’t enjoy this reality is an understatement and I woke up under a huge cloud that I have only managed to keep away by cheap visual distraction.

It’s strange; I don’t feel tired yet now that Martin has turned off the TV, whereby killing all the light barring my screen I can’t seem to think very well. Tomorrow is Sunday, Jeanie will come back to London on Monday and Liverpool play their first match of the season in less than twenty-four hours, and it’s all exciting.

My intention was to tell you about twelve men and a baby, aka The Expendables, as well as The Last Airbender. Now that I’m writing and lying here however I can only think of going to the toilet quickly followed by going to sleep. Therefore that is what I will do. If there is an unfortunate incident whereby sleep refuses to come to me I’ll take the computer and head downstairs to write to all of you. Most likely though I’ll just tell you about the films tomorrow! Good night, Jeffrey 14/8/10

The Studio

I’m still awake! What’s the matter with me, it’s half four in the morning and I’m sitting here doing something on the Acer for the past I don’t know how many hours! I’m afraid of what tomorrow, well, now what today is going to be like!

The News: We have a flat!!!! A studio is what it actually is and I’m very excited about it! This is why I can’t sleep, at the end of the day not being with Jeanie doesn’t help any but us having a flat is incredible. Equally as amazing is its location!!!! We are living in Central London, not five minutes from the Angel tube station in Zone 1. I am very happy with the area we are going to live in as it’s very nice and safe and completely out of our budget. My ego is happy as much as anything hehe.

As to be expected it’s a small studio, a single room with a slightly separate kitchen area and separate toilet, however the shower is in the room with us, so this will take some getting used to! It’s approx. £700 pounds a month which was the top of our budget and what we expected to have to pay, this is with all the bills baring Internet included. I’ve never lived in Central London before and I don’t know how to handle it. Although I’ve never lived far out of the centre I’ve never been within walking distance of the river. Mind you Jeanie and I like to walk.

The room is partially furnished and the biggest change will come on Monday when we have a new carpet installed. The current one is awful and the landlord upon hearing we would change the carpet offered to pay half, this is what we wanted and was great that we didn’t even have to ask. We will look into getting an elevated bed with space below for a desk or seats or something, I think it will work well in the room as the ceilings are very high and there’s obviously a limited amount of space to work with.

Jeanie and I are very excited to say the least, I’m sure she too is having issues with sleeping! It’s a big exciting step and I look forward to next week when we spend our first night ever in our own place. It will be strange and exciting I’m certain.

I think it’s time to try once again to dream. I have very little left to do online and tomorrow I have to call the national insurance people so I can’t be asleep for that! I’ll talk to you all tomorrow, I’m glad I managed to get in a very late post.

Sleep well and have a great day, God is treating me well over here so I wish it upon all of you as always! Jeffrey 12/08/10

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